~this journal was suppose to be sent on the the 8th but deviant was acting up ~


Still...Still intact, This curse remains. Suffer dwells, With no detain.Still...
Still naive, I am today. Mistakes i've made, Determined to stay.
Still cautious, of everything I do. Staying on the right course, For obstacles coming through.
Still at fault, I am for these consequential mistakes. Trying to learn, Lifes high stakes.
Still at times,
I yearn to proceed at wrong. I have to say sometimes, Its exilirating to trudge along.
Still the guilt, Of knowing what i've done. Subsides my thinkin


CravingHow I want it so much That soft and tender touch Just to have that warm feeling inside Making my cease mind subside.Craving
I remember, not too long ago,
When a feeling started to grow. But it went away, With its causing traveller led astray.
That feeling, now in deinal of existense Has brought me nothing bt resistance. Every move I make is a mistake A stetp taken, and my heart is breakin'
Silly, this drama is to me sometimes The real world is brought back to me with a chime. Childish I know, Wanting cupid to charge with his arrow and bow.


CursedI'm tired of this, It's not getting any better. Why can't I have bliss And get my life togetherCursed
I was bold and tried he said, "No" Big surprise, Should I have cried? I don't think so
He was sweet about it But it still hurts Him being mince
Makes it even worse
The first time didn't work Why did I even try He was a jerk & This one's just passin me by
I'm to blame
I lured myself in I bid to claim, But in the end I never win.


You're GoneThere is not a dayYou're Gone
That I don't think of you. Here i lay, No clue what to do.
Your eyes, Piercing my dreams. Tossing and turning, You can hear me scream.
In silence, I envision a life of us together. In your arms, I feel light as a feather.
Where do I go from here? Time and Life is passing me by, I shed a tear And hope to God you hear my cry.


DedicationI live this life, dedicated to the tears. The tears for the thoughts that run through my head. They fill my heart full of restless fears, As I lie here, alone, in my bed.Dedication
I love you more than life itself, More than words could ever say. How can you put me on this shelf? Like a game you seem to play.
I cry myself to sleep, Knowing tomorrow will be exactly the same. And when I awake, again I will weep, And you will just pick up the "game".
Play me until I'm all worn down, Then there's no more fun for you. You care not about my frown,
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follow your dreams (except the ones where you're at school in your underwear)
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~Saerah
. . . I am the slowest apple picker in all the land.
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Great stuff though, I love it.
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Life is a book, that has unsuspected turns, which in turn makes everything complicated.
Sorry my voice doesn't match my face. lol
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~emoticons ~AFI-Fan-Club
~MooMooMilkers ~ddr-0wnz
~poetic-forms ~AlysonHanniganFan
~TAKE-a-SHOT ~livingpoetsociety
~Skateboarding *with-pen-in-hand
*love ~offspring
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follow your dreams (except the ones where you're at school in your underwear)
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Life is a book, that has unsuspected turns, which in turn makes everything complicated.
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follow your dreams (except the ones where you're at school in your underwear)
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